As one who has an obsession with studying the human condition (especially when it comes to deviant behaviors), cults have always struck a fascination with me. I've never been subjected to one myself (though, I have had casual dealings with some who have), but after some research, I know now just how lucky I am. Any one of these victims could have easily been me.
Some time ago, I began to ponder the idea of writing an essay on the subject. Not only to bring light to the subject, but also to help those who may be struggling as a result. However, there is one thing my endless research will never be able to tell me: personal experience. So, I'm opening it up to you, my fellow Substackians to fill in the gaps.
I have compiled a list of questions I'm looking to answer and include in my essay. All responses (unless requested otherwise by the interviewee) will be kept anonymous for the sake of safety. If you would like to participate, please feel free to answer these questions (any or all) on your own time.
Here are the questions:
How did you come to be a member of this organization? Was it something you were born into or did you come by it at a later time?
If you came by it at a later time, what drew you in? Friends/Family involvement?
How long were you a member?
How did your relationship with your family/friends on the outside change?
Did you make any major life changes because of your involvement? (moving to a new location, living arrangements, personal relationships, etc.)
What was the first experience that made you begin to sour towards this organization?
Was it a particular event or just a feeling that developed over time?
Did you ever take your concerns to the organization's leadership?
If so, what was their response?
What (if any) were the obstacles you faced if you were to leave?
How long did you think about leaving before taking the first real steps?
When you did make your exit, how was it received?
Is the organization still operating?
What are some of the long-term effects that it has had on your life?
Please send any and all responses either through Direct Message here or you can send an emailed response to makenna_grace84@yahoo.com. And thank you in advance for sharing your experiences.
Yes for sure. I've waited a few years to share about it because It felt too close. Now I think I'm ready. Feel free to DM me if you like.
I lived with the twelve tribes community for a year. It was all I could stomach. I learned a lot, good and bad. But the bad was so bad that I finally escaped under the cover of darkness one night.